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The path of life

                We all start together in the path of life, but being unique, each decides what road to go themselves. Some choose to follow the majourity and travelled route. It is after all the safest, but all my life i loved to take the route untouched and untravelled, to experince myself. This meant i was bound to take paths myself, meeting people along the way whose paths interwine for a while, but eventually, it will get lonely.

                   That makes me unique, and im not afraid of the loneliness i will feel, though sometimes it can tiring not having someone else to push you on. I know there are others who are equally as lonely, on different paths but also alone, be it forced by circumstances or by their choices as well.

                    Its been uphill for a while and its been tiring and turnign around, i see its true, no other footsteps but my own.

‘WHERE ARE YOU?’ i cry out to heaven.

‘DIDNT YOU PROMISE TO ALWAYS BE THERE BY ME?!?! WHY DO I WALK ALONE?!!?’

                        Thats when i realise, He has indeed been with me. All this while, cos when i turn around again, i realise that those footprints arent my own, but His, and He has been carrying me all this while through the tough times.

Thank You for being with me:) I know now You always will be.

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Its official. I have too much eastrogen in my body

Had a great workout today. By the end of it i was drenched in mud… which is sooo fun cos that means showers later! I tell you communion showering really does wonders for team bonding mate. haha.. Anyway.. I am a very gender bious person. I do strongly believe that women are not as good in abstract thinkingas men are and women are better in the arts like lit and stuff. But i also believe there are exceptions. I am one. I cant take abstracts and dont do THAT well… i do well but just not that well. BUT my humans are like aced! I topped the level for BOTH literature and history! 80% for lit and 88% for history. Like wow.SO i only am short of my 2 language marks for term 1. Mean while my B5 in L1B5 is a 9.. so we’ll see what happens from here:)…

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People need the Lord

Everyday they pass me by

I can see it in their eyes

Empty people filled with care

headed who knows where

On they go through private pain

living fear to fear

Laughter hides their silent cries

Only Jesus hears

People need the Lord

People need the Lord

At the end of broken dreams

He’s the open door

People need the Lord

People need the Lord

When will they realise

Oh people need the Lord

I Believe in Jesus

Maybe its a little bit crazy to believe in what i cannot see

Maybe its a little be crazy that my best friend is my saviour

Maybe its a little bit crazy that a King would give his life would die for me

Maybe its a little bit crazy but i heard my stranger

Cos some things, you got live by faith

Jump up and down

Jump up and down

I dont care what people say

Jump up and down

Im gonna shout it out

I BELIEVE IN JESUS! 

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hmmm…. if tongues were an outlet to express to god in a tongue unknown to man, would this count as written tongue? Bleagh…. troubles coming and i have no idea what to say… just am glad i learnt what i did last week to bring me through the next few…. aye… Ill get by somehow

More random stuffs

                Its interesting to note that while im 16, by the lunar calendar and traditions, im 18! ha. How cool is that! so i can go for M rated movies!

                I’ve been feeling really restless in the spirit lately and ultimately these questions popped into my head, which happened to coincide with th moral education lesson. Shows Holy Spirit is talking to me.

- If i have never been tempted by drugs before, how can i boldy declare that i wont take drugs in the future?

- If i have never been through a tough time myself, how can i truely say that God will bring us through our darkest troubles and that we can stay cheerful?

- If i have NEVER been persecuted for my faith, how can i ever claim my faith is even bigger than a mustard seed?

Though on one hand i dont want these bad things to happen to me, some extent of it would be good so i can grow from it. What doesnt kill you makes you stronger:)

Speaking of which, i always thought i got rid of my bottling habits, turns out i was wrong. I still do bottle up things, usually anger. I bottle it up inside till i just explode. Thats why its hard to get me pissed but when i do ppl cower in fear. They say the eyes are the window to your soul, so thats why ppl all say my eyes pierce hard when i am pissed. The past 3 days i have just been letting my anger out randomly on random ppl. On the field, off the field, in class, at home, and i am not proud of it.

God said:

Be slow to anger (check, i can do that!)

In your anger do not sin (nope, failed that)

Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry (nope sorry, failed that one too)

2 out of 3 failed. Though im slow to anger when i am angry im not a nice person to be with. I must work on my anger management.

Incidentally i do have a strong liking to eyes. Its cool what you can see in them. I always said i love louise’s eyes, they sparkle like gems, while mine shine of confidence most of the time, but are very capable of sending chills down spines when they go angry mode and i try to impose my will. Thats not good. aye. We’ll see how things go la huh

Oh by the way we won junyuan 33 to 0 today, and i almost scored 3 times! Oh well, ill score against raffles!