Apathetism

Youth of this day
Over-dramatic
Unduly crying over nothing

All for naught
Shedding
Superficial tears

How sad you really are?
Only you know
Leave it be
Eventually boring of the same sad scene

 `its okay I’ll still try to love you

Im sorry im your victim

Behind the trees, you bid your time
waiting to strike.
Pretending like it didnt matter
yet sharpening your spike

King of backstabs
He who strikes
yet himself
Appears the victim

Affirmed in faith you matter not
Your actions dont affect me
I’ll still love you as i did
I dont fall prey that easy

Cognitive sensory overload

Come on gimme a break. I dont wanna think about where i wanna go just yet, nor when i need to do what. I just wanna study, for prelims and Gods word. God spoke to me a lot today. Like a lot a lot a lot. But thats coming out another day. See how.

Last day of school

Technically it is. Tomorrow prelims start. After prelims basically it will monotone, doing papers after papewrs till grad day then olevels. My bag of 4 years finally broke today. My fault really. I keep boasting abou how my bag can last till the last day of school so everyone tries to break it and it being the last day of school, they wouldnt stop trying. It eventually did break. My sad bag.

FULL STEAM MUGGER MODE!

I quote my dear donnie(jont) on this.  Sorry if i steal your phrase  but i shall become

THE MUGGATRON!!!!!

Im still there

I am. Just, stepping back, but you know where to find me aye?

`load off

Boo

PRELIMS. MUGGING. HIATUS. MAYBE. SORRY.

J

R V C?

hmmmm

Chinese

ONE thanksgiving

ONE thing to say

ONE subject down

ONE less for me to frown

ONE feeling in my heart

ONE thought in my head

Joy. Thanksgiving.

ONE last chance to keep it going for the other subjects!

Day Of His Power!

Breakfast! And finally a chance to EAT! I did miss meat for the fourty days. I must say the fast was good, and day of his power was great, prayer time in a church without walls regardless of denomination is grea.t Esp wehn spirit lead. Im very comforted to see people of all generations there! And you know your doing things right when people are affected by what you are praying about:)

Festival of Praise

Went on friday and sunday. Indeed it was refreshing. It has inspired me to spend more time with the one person i love. So i will pledge to give this dearly beloved my first hous in the morning, and my hour after school everyday, and on saturdays i might even try cycling with Him to a park or something. Show yourself to me huh? Its not about the words, but about the connection.